Gray Skies

The last few days have been tough ones. I'm tired, I'm anxious, and stuff keeps on happening.

First of all, my Great-Uncle Jr. passed away this past weekend. Then, I wasn't sure how to respond being in a new job and what not so I didn't ask for the day off so I could go to his funeral. And while it's not a huge deal it is still getting under my skin because I feel I did the wrong thing and I want to be there for the rest of my family.

Then, I had a date on Sunday night hoping this would brighten things up. No such luck. It was a good date and all but it just doesn't blow me away. Sweet and fun girl but it just doesn't have that wow factor I'm looking for. So, that didn't help things.

Then, to top it all off I know that I have to give up Mitchell. Despite how much I love him, and would like to keep him, he is gonna have to go because I just don't have an adequate amount of time to really take care of him. It is really sad to me because I JUST got him to be my own. However, it isn't right for him and I would rather him be in a better home and happy than with me and lonely all stinkin day. I dunno for sure yet, but that is what is likely to be happening in the next week or so.

Anywho...things just aren't going so great right now. I hope things brighten up a bit in the next few days...or hours (that would be nice). Here's hoping blue skies are coming my way.

Go check out Blue Skies as sung by Willie Nelson...good song. Love it.